Almost impossible to believe
I do not deserve anything. Short, simple sentence…..extremely tough to utter…….almost impossible to believe in.
But if I succeed in making myself believe it,
I will strive to improve myself.
I will be extremely thankful for whatever I have.
I will never complain of not having something.
Then why is it extremely tough to utter and almost impossible to believe in? Because it is not true? Think about it. On what basis can you claim to be worthy of anything? And please….the fact that other got something they were not worthy of does not make a sound case; it makes, at best, a lame one.
Then why is it extremely tough to utter and almost impossible to believe in? Ego? Probably. Why dissolve all the wonderful illusions with harsh realities? Let’s continue believing that we deserve so many things. Let’s continue to live in illusions that help us live with ourselves. Let’s complain, let’s not appreciate what we have, let’s not make too much effort.